Saturday, May 5, 2012


Is man one of God's blunders? Or is God one of man's blunders? This question always hits on my head since the day i got married. I was searching a good partner for my life...when i got conjugal life with my wife. I thought i got it....but you know what some body told absolutely right that little knowledge is very dangerous, I'm always eager to learn and get new knowledge, for that I speak a lot as the philosopher gives his philosophy. but again i become unhappy because i could not convince them well as I think of ,Then i ask my self what i'm trying toward bullshits!!!, I think either all other are very genius but blind or very Stupid. and it may also be lack of convincing power on me.anyway I cant shut off my eyes to ignore the Truth I will always give my philosophy among all to finding an answer with the logic. some time I get anger with my wife coz of her doing, thinking and all...that her believe. which gives me little pain in my heart. But why this??what happning between us?what comes between us to make us fight.  I think It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.
There cannot be a God because if there were one, I could not believe that I was not He. If Really there was / is/ will God then I don't care about that fucking God. because It also does the same. And I suggest you  if you are honest, is the hope of finding an answer.It is nonsense to believe that " it is better to travel hopefully than to arrive.  If you have faith, you don't need reason. Yes, you do: you need reason to understand your faith. And you need reason to know whether your faith is the true faith.  Then how can you say that you are the religious person. if you really don't want to any reason and believe blindly in god then you are mentally sick ,you should  go mental hospital  and check-up mind to stop deriven by the hypothesis !!!  

Friday, April 27, 2012

Thanks Diary !! Thanks CP !!

 April, 16, 2012 The Day When I Came to K. I. and I have taken the Journey for this on 30th March, 2012, I'm surviving each and every moment of these days with the Mercy Pain on my head. But cool !!!....I dont need any sympathy. I'm telling this just for my biography....and I'm Learning a New chapter to  Play with such a Rusty life......Thanks Diary !! Thanks CP !! ,  I Salute You Bcoz, You r great, You still came to Me although   ALL OTHERS LEAVE. My life has been changed with my loneliness, but you both are very Glorious Frend of mine.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I'm planning to spend lots of time 1ly wid U

Dear diary
It's too long that i was not able to submit you with anything. since the day of January 2nd I have sifted to another new place that is Shankhamul Kathmandu, and since the day of 3rd january I was very busy to attained one activity of UNI,and again the cause of UNI-Nepal conference I'm not being so free which is going to be held at 30th january 2010. so I getting so tired with all this nonsence things and you know what ? i dont have any money yet. but I must finely finish all the financial report before the day of 26th, then after when I'll finish my official program of conference . I'm planning to spend lots of time only with you. Till then hope you will have Patience to meet me. thanks for your kind heart.
Your's Niroz